Alpha And Omega

Massive spoilers ahead so if you don't wanna know what happened in the finale, don't read further.

It began with a preview; which was totally misleading FYI. They made us look. Ten seasons of +Supernatural led us to expect that someone (read Sam or Dean) would definitely be temporarily dying in the end. Instead, they blindsided us with a (sort of) happy ending. At least for god and Amara. And Dean. Sam? not so much. He was left thinking that his brother was still dead and plus he got himself shot.
I say got himself because he was confronted by a woman with a gun and he was all, "You won't shoot me". Six foot five guy, with known Jason Bourne fighting skills...coming toward you. Who isn't gonna shoot? Sam is a bright boy. He knew she would shoot. Was this his bid to 'commit suicide' and join his brother? I think so. Like he couldn't even sit down first? have a drink? Just boom; oh look, opportunity to die. let's take it.
Of course she didn't kill him; she probably shot him in the shoulder, or the stomach; or even if she killed him, maybe Billie gave him a pass. I don't know; Andrew Dabb will probably surprise us. Again. I'm here for it!

I was also struck by all of the parallels in this story; Amara telling Chuck that she was contented with just the two of them and was hurt that Chuck wanted more. Reminded me of  Dean being content with just his family and hunting, but Sam wanted more. And she felt rejected by her brother just like Dean felt rejected by Sam so many times. And Amara's anger and Dean's anger, all stemming from hurt. Hurt that their younger siblings don't value them as much as they value their younger siblings.
But it's all in misunderstanding and it turns out, the younger sibling is just as invested in the relationship as the older one. They needed each other just as much.

I also saw that entertainment weekly agreed with me that season eleven is the best season of Supernatural. Of course, it being Supernatural, it's hard to say best because that's a constantly shifting thing. If we're doing overarching story arc, well I'd have to say, season 1-5 has it. Most feel good season at least for me is season eight. Season nine was just.very.traumatic. Season ten was kind of all over the place; the nostalgia season. But for season eleven, every single episode brought it; whether it was about Amara, consequences of Amara's existence or MOTW. I have also loved the love fest between Sam and Dean. I imagine if Jane Bond hadn't shown up, Sam would have gone to his room to look inside his little green box and stare at pictures of Dean, and the samulet both fake and real, and was that Dean's silver ring in there? Then he'd drink himself to a stupor before coming up with a scheme to end his life or bring Dean back.

Speaking of fans...was I speaking of fans?

People are so into these two boys; invested in them as brothers, human beings, possible secret lovers that I think that if Tolpas were a real thing and someone drew the right symbols; the entire Supernatural world would manifest; angels and demons included. The problem is that there are so many conflicting beliefs about them, that it'd be hard for them to manifest in just one way. I saw fans on twitter mad as hell at 'god' for sending Dean as the bomb. Like seriously angry; as if all of this was really happening somewhere out there in an alternate universe where Dean is a member of their family. And then saying stuff like 'Oh god left the earth to the Winchesters so they can continue blaming Sam for everything that happens"....

It's so funny how many times Sam has accused Dean of confusing reality with porn? The fandom is also guilty of confusing fiction with reality. It's kind of scary sad.

Can't wait for season 12!

There's a Demon in You and You're Going To Your Safety School

I really love the way those two things are on par in the 'when bad things happen' on the Kevin Tran scale. Is that racist though? Asian kids care too much about which school they go to? I don't know. Plus it's not my problem.  I don't gotta be PC where I live.

Speaking of PC I'm kinda regretting getting involved in keeping up with fandom shenanigans. +Supernatural crazies are special. In the *rotates finger around temple* kind of way. At least I thought they were until I saw this random post on Instagram, VILIFYING +Ian Somerholder for saying #Delena could never happen because he's married in real life. Like...dude; the chick (or guy) was going on about how disrespectful he is to the fans and other shit that doesn't make any kind of sense if you're sane. It made me feel much better about #destihellers. Crazies apparently latch onto whatever TV show they attach to and start creating fantasies and being very upset with anyone who tries to introduce some reality into their world view. It's just...disconcerting to know that those types of minds exist.

I had some thoughts about the finale that I wanted to put down before the finale.
First thing, Dean killed Death. Death was supposed to 'sooner or later' reap god. Now that Death has been reaped, is there anyone else even qualified to reap god? and if there isn't, does god or +Rob Benedict still die or does he just waste away in some fugue state until the world ends? Same thing with Amara. Can she even be killed?
According to the preview, Rowena makes a bomb and Dean is the suicide bomber. So say he succeeds. Say he blasts himself into tiny liddle pieces, kills off Amara and by extension, himself.
*pause for some deeply wailing*
That means he's saved the world again, and god into the bargain. So even if...Billie the Reaper wants to toss him into the nothingness, Sam has locus standi to negotiate with god for Dean's life...which could be where season 12 could begin.
Kevin Tran's mother was Ross' Girlfriend in Friends!

Been watching #JIBCON videos of +Jensen Ackles on stage.
Sigh.
I just find that I could watch that man all day, on repeat, without getting even a little bit tired. It's not just that he's unbelievably beautiful; it's the capability equally intermingled with shyness. It's the sincerity, the sense of humour, the *I'm just an ordinary guy* mixed with the knowledge that *I'm unbelievably hot*. It's Jensen Ackles man. He draws the eye effortlessly.

It's weird that him and +Jared Padalecki are so close considering that Jared is that guy who likes to be front and centre, everyone's focus, wants to be liked. But I think the Ackles magic works on him too and he's just glad to call this guy a friend. To be part of that dynamic duo.
Not that Jared isn't a great person in his own right. Fo sho he is. And did we all see that epic hug? Jensen holding Jared's head in his hand...I literally can't.

God Hi! It's me. Dean Winchester.

I don't know. I think every time I see Dean Winchester cry, I just wanna fix it. Make it staahhp already.  So last week, when he cried for god asking him "Where the hell have you been man?"...first of all; you know how when someone is dropping some truths on someone else that are kind of uncomfortable but you also kind of want to know what happened as well and you're glad somebody's confronting them? well okay there was that. But then there was this anxiety to start a fund for abandoned children or whatever would make the tears stop.

I could also relate to the whole abandoned by your father of it all...sometimes it feels that way...sometimes I'm mad at God too for taking him. So when god said 'I'm not your father Dean, don't confuse the two of us' I could totally relate.

That was one episode which after it was over you look around for someone who you can say, 'did you see that? I mean shiiite.' Only for me there was no one around me so I had to wait till I could write about it; here.
Sam was cute too in this episode, with the babbling to god about how his prayers must have gotten lost in the spam folder. That one made me laugh out loud. And then Dean told him, "Sam. You're babbling."
And he just like stops. it was just too super cute.

Who else went, "Woo! hey Osric", when they saw Kevin huh? that was a fun moment. Of course Kevin being all nice to Dean was strange as fuck but whatever; and how come he was still in the veil? wasn't heaven reopened for business after Metatron was jailed? There really should be a facebook q and a after every episode for all these matters arising.

Talk about Matters Arising; there was a convention in January this weekend and apparently a lot of people had something to say about Travis Aaron Wade. Seems like he hasn't really been behaving in a sane manner with some fans. allegations of stalking, inappropriate flirting, online bullying, the works. It's awkward because I could have lived without knowing all that about him really; but now I do and it kind of shades my view of everyone. Which is sad. This is the downside of getting too close to fans.You start behaving like a typical male when your fans were expecting better coz you're semi-famous. I mean you look up in admiration to any man and start telling him you love him; he's gonna go there. especially when he's not used to fan adoration. Not saying the fans were wrong; I'm just saying I'm not surprised. Plus he's probably not all right in the head being a vet. I should probably not say that. Anyway, he's had his episodes and what not, so let's just move on from him and hopefully everyone else keeps it cute?

The Politics Overshadowing the Story of Supernatural

+Supernatural isn't something you watch and then go, "Oh, well. That was crazy." Then go back to your daily life. Nope. It's very involved in how much it twists you around and makes you think about things, puzzling it out; pretty soon you're seeking out others like you, going through episode trivia and reading fanfiction; hell probably writing fan fiction too.

I mean one minute you don't even get what 'homoerotic subtext' is; the next you're having debates about it. It's cool; I mean some of the stories are phenomenal and I raise my hat to some writers who can take the basic premise of Sam and Dean and build a whole new world around it. But then there is another group of people who are altogether too determined for (fan)fiction to become reality. This group of people is clearly not sane and you wouldn't think that so many people with mental illness could band together into a single fandom but there you are. And this group of people they go on twitter and harass cast and crew into inserting their fantasies into the show.

"Dude? Reality. Porn." said Sam Winchester.

Can we try to restrain ourselves a little bit people?
Not just because it's bonkers and not in the 'the best people are' type of way. More in the 'get away from me' model. Why are people so crazy?
I understand that at Asylum 16 +Jared Padalecki was asked if he would play Sam as bi...twelve years of Supernatural where both Sam and Dean are straight and suddenly the writers are supposed to go like, "Oh! by the way, Sam likes boys too."
It's not broke. How about we don't try to fix it?

Besides such pointless questions took the time for questions where we might actually learn something new about oh I don't know, THE SHOW?
For one thing, during the Chitters episode, Dean reminded Sam about him smoking pot in college. And Sam said, "Dude I was eighteen..."
But in season one, episode two, Dean said Sam had been gone for two years to college which would mean he went when he was twenty. Explain.

Also, isn't it time the Winchesters found another source of income other than credit card fraud. The men of letter had this whole Bat Cave bunker thing going; don't tell me there was no bank account to go along with it. Every secret society has a super secret stash of cash to pay for it's super secret activities. Plus, what happens to a monster's things when Sam and Dean kill them. Magnus for example had a whole house of things, plus a zoo. Who is in charge of dismantling that operation and where does the moichandise go? They can't just leave it for Bela wannabes to come and loot. So it has to go somewhere.
So many real questions left unanswered.
If we really wanna get frisky with out questions why not ask why we haven't had a shirtless Sam episode in so long?